gimme a break!

today has been stressful.

my job is requiring me to travel a whole bunch over the next 2-3 months.
i don't want to go. i want to stay with my kids and take care of my baby. they need me.

i am breaking out in eczema rash all over my arms and legs. don't worry--it looks totally girly.

then i tripped over the curb in the parking lot of anna's dancing school and fell in the bushes and leaves.
that was actually very funny and i adore my friend susan for making sure i was ok before she laughed.

then i got home and josh was agitating me and being disrespectful and moody so i screamed and hollered and sent him to his bed. and he cried. and john yelled at me and i yelled at him too.

then i knocked over a picture in the bathroom and the glass broke. i love that frame and now it's ruined.

and i ate two mini ice cream sandwiches. because they don't yell at me nor do they agitate me.

but now i feel horrible and sad.

and i really want another ice cream sandwich.

and i miss my mom and dad. (just throwing that one in there because i really do).

i just need a break.

here are a couple of pictures from anna's dance class tonight, the highlight of my day.



i hope tomorrow will be much better.