my birthday

up at 5:30am.
ben babbling in his room.
shower and dress.
ben in my room.
wake josh & anna.
breakfast.
coffee.
out the door.
drop anna at mom's.
josh at camp.
ben at preschool.
work. finally.
birthday streamers and cupcakes!
anthropologie gift card! thanks trishy-pants!
yummy texas caviar. thanks nancy-nance!
emails. bah.
john calls. miss him {sigh}.
lunch break. steak tips!
meeting.
emails.
reading.
more cupcakes and texas caviar.
need tums.
3:30. time to go home.
pick up ben.
go to mom's for dinner.
eat AGAIN.
need tums.
presents.
homemade cards.
lots of hugs.
home.
baths.
toy story 2.
josh tells anna he wishes she was never born.
good night josh.
clean up.
unload dishwasher.
put anna & ben to bed.
laundry.
read mail.
check facebook. holy guacamole lots of messages!
blog.
yawn.
need tums.
ready for bed.
officially 35. wow.
i feel very loved today.