it's gray and gloomy outside.
all day i've felt kinda weird.
not exactly much of anything in particular.
just kind of blah.
i'm blaming it on the weather.
i've been getting antsy to buy something new.
i don't need a thing, but i want.
i want and i want and i want.
right at this very second i want to take a nap but that's another story.
we received a longggggg list of documents we still need to provide to davis' country and i'm feeling overwhelmed.
i've looked at that list ten times and still don't know where to begin.
adoption is hard.
i feel like satan is lurking close.
john and i are going to sit down this weekend and put together a plan of what needs to be done when.
i think having a plan will help ease my nerves.
i dreamt of davis last night and he was so scared.
he had light brown hair that glimmered and his skin was flawless.
he felt so soft.
when i woke up i kept thinking how real it all felt.
he felt so close.
then i dreamt that john cheated on me and didn't care about the kids.
so i think i must be losing my mind.
what exactly is this post about anyway?
how about some halloween decorating anna and i did this weekend?
couch is calling.