Wednesday, December 14, 2011

twinkle lights.

i'm still feeling so sad over losing my friend.
going to work feels weird.
being at work feels weird.
my work family is in mourning.

today, i overheard our custodian learning of the news of wade's passing.
she kept saying, "no! no! NO!" out loud, over and over again.
i felt like throwing up.
the loss is still so fresh...

at home, my head and eyes are tired.
i have no energy at all.
but today i couldn't handle the mess any longer.

i scrubbed the kitchen for over an hour.
it feels good to have a clean sink again.
now if only i could find the bottom of the laundry pile...
one day at a time, right?

after i cleaned the kitchen, i got out the scrapbook paper and cut out some stars for the big kitchen window.

the kids helped me hang them up.
i decided we needed more twinkle lights.
"meanwhile, i'm putting on more twinkle lights."
name that movie.

they are definitely helping to cheer me up.


Megan said...

Your decorations are lovely! I may have to copy your little garland around the windows...too cute!

Tracey Bower- Bower Studio said...

"You've Got Mail"! :)

Anonymous said...

You've got mail! I am so sorry that you are still in mourning. Praying, praying, praying for you.

Danielle said...

Love the stars and the twinkle lights! And love the new header...very nice!!!

Heather @ Life Made Lovely said...

twinkle lights help to make everything better. i heart that movie! xo